wow, my first blog. since it seems that everyone and their moms are blogging away, i thought that i might join the fun too, see what all the fuss is about. i don't know how often i'll be doing this and how long i'll keep it up for, but it's a cool idea and i hope i will be pretty consistent in updating it. i dunno we'll see...

well, i'm at work now, maybe i should have picked a better time to write my first blog, you only get to make one first blog, so i feel a little bit of pressure to make this one good. maybe i should just not try so that i won't be disappointed, and so that other people don't read it and think, "she tried her best and it this is all she come up with?!?!" i don't really know what i'm supposed to be writing in here. the way i see it, i can either use this to help me do my thinking, put my thoughts down, do random babbling (which i'm pretty good at by the way, as many of you know), as a diary, i dunno. i can also be like adam and tell you that i woke up, brushed my teeth, went to the gym, ate, slept... :o) just kidding adam. but it seems that a lot of my friends who write blogs are very deep and profound in their entries, and from there, i feel a bit of pressure to say something of more importance than just what i did today, though that could also be included and probably will. i have a feeling that you'll hear a lot about how much i miss my eddie too :( story of my life these days. that's okay though...i love what i've got and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world, so i'll deal with being a couple thousand miles away from him. i do miss him though, it's tough being so far away, especially since we've lived next door to each other ever since we met, but it's definitely worth it. for those of you who haven't met him yet, he's the bestest boyfriend a girl could ever have, not to say the rest of you boys out there are bad boyfriends, you're just not the bestest, only he is...sorry. okay, that's enough about him for now, i don't wanna make everyone sick, but he must be mentioned since he is such a huge part of my life. i love you eddie :)

anyway, back to my point before i got sidetracked...another thing that i have to think about as i write these is who's gonna be reading them. i don't wanna say something bad about someone who's reading it because they might get mad at me, although i think i've already accomplished that with my comment about adam earlier. but honestly, i don't have anything bad to say about any of my friends, and if you're not my friend, go ahead and get mad at me, and i'll go ahead and say bad things about you. i'm a horrible employee, just thought i'd throw that in. doing this at work, and chances are, that's usually where i'll be when i do add to it. it's difficult to get a hold of the computer in my house, with my mom and my brother fighting over it as is, and me being lazy and not wanting to turn off the tv and get out of bed, i think most of my entries will be made here, in my cubicle. i'll link a picture of it one of these days. just in case anyone is interested in seeing it. i have a purple hippo sitting on my desk! right in front of my monitor. i'm a dork. i have pictures of eddie in front of my monitor too! (of course) it's kinda bad having them there because i get distracted, but then again, i don't mind getting distracted by them :) hahah...if i keep writing like this, nobody's gonna wanna read my entries anymore, except eddie. i'll try to keep it to a minimum...promise...i love you eddie :) okay, i'll stop.

well i guess i'm done since i should probably try to do some work for the day. i have now completed my first blog and what i'll write about in the future is still unknown. i guess i'll just let whatever i'm feeling that day or whatevers on my mind at the moment decide. hope you enjoyed it, and no i wasn't trying to make this one good (well, kinda), but for the record i wasn't...so it's okay if it suks. :o) and one last note before i go...i love eddie. okay bye!
posted by gaga at 6:33 PM ::